Saturday, November 28, 2009

10 Special songs

Here's a list of 10 special songs from my playlist. These songs are special because everytime they play on my ipod/media player, I end up replaying them countless time before moving on to the next number. The fact is, I never get tired of these songs and they'll always remain evergreen to me. Just thought will share these songs with you too:

1. Alan Parson's Project - Eye in the sky

2. Metallica - Unforgiven 2

3. Creed - Higher

4. Coldplay - Yellow

5. INXS - Beautiful girl

6. Stone Sour - Silly world

7. Death Cab for Cutie - Marching Bands of Manhattan

8. Blue October - Into the Ocean

9. Nickelback - Photograph

10.U2 - New York

(p.s.: These songs are in no particular sequence)

Sunday, November 22, 2009

The mother who had no name.

Sunday, 22 Nov, 2009, Chennai.

She was always a mother since I moved into "Arumugam Oni" my Mogappair house in April'09. She was sheepishly wagging her tail the day I first saw her. Her two daughters shying away. We had no plans for the little family, but seeing us being kind to them, mother let her daughters come close to us but maintaining a distance herself. The kids seemed to grow quick and we already began making long term plans. Fate had other plans though.

The weaker among the two daughters was found dead one morning on the road in front of our house, she was hit by some vehicle in the early hours. I helplessly watched it, my sister gathered enough courage to place her away. May be we should not have let the daughters out of home, may be tying them up was a good idea. The mother seemed to move on with life, but with extra attention to the remaining daughter.

We took extra care of the only daughter, now gaining weight and height quickly. Again fate had it's own ways of unravelling its ruthlessness. The little one which otherwise would run to greet us even if we were a 100 mts away, didn't seem to turn up to my calls. She was under my car, seemed frantically scared of something. The mother knew it soon that the little one needed no help. I tried calling the daughter, but her snarls were fierce enough to scare me off. I thought the mother would have scared her off in an attempt to drive her away, but that was not the case. The daughter was out of sight the next day. I was way too happy to see it in my garden the following morning. She was just too weak to even stand. I fed her some water and milk, it managed to sip a bit but could not take more than couple of strides before falling down. Mother didn't seem to near the daughter, may be she wanted to stay away from the sickness the daughter might inflict upon her. An hour later I found the daughter dead in my front porch, but not before she put up a mighty struggle to reach the 20 meter distance. This time I took the daughter away from home. Mother was nowhere to be seen. I could hear her weeping howls every night thereafter.

The mother turned its affection on us, and we on her. She would follow my bike or car till the end of the road. She would welcome my sister and me with a song every evening when we returned home from work. A couple of month ago we realised she was pregnant, we were glad we would be getting a new set of pets and we planned to retain a couple atleast. Finally on 7th Nov 2009, mother gave birth to 4 beautiful small puppies, 2 boys and 2 girls. We ensured the mother and kids were fine in the Chennai monsoon by giving it special make-shift shelter and regular supply of food. Again fate unravelled something unexpected.

Mother hasn't eaten anything for 3 days now, and lost weight to the extent she is all bones now. She would occassionally cuddle with her kids only to walk away to the grass for sometime. She would not eat or drink anything we offer. At 4:00 pm today, she requested me to open the gate for her and I obliged. May be she didn't want to pass on her sickness to her kids, instead closing her eyes and bidding us a good-bye far away from home. She has not returned home since and it's midnight already. May be she never would. Christening her was just a formality, she was a part of our family anyway, so we never considered that. I am still willing to go out and search for her in the dark not knowing what to call her, after all she was the mother who had no name.

(Epilogue: I managed to leave the 4 puppies at Blue Cross, Chennai on 24-Nov-2009. Felt it needed some expert care for now. The mother never returned.)

Monday, November 9, 2009

The plane that crashed, well almost !


Friday, 02 Oct 2009, Chennai.

It was an early morning for my sister, aunt and me. We had booked a cab to take us to the airport to board the 7:00 a.m. Jetlite flight to Coimbatore. It was a planned weekend getaway to Valparai, a lesser known hill-station in Tamil-Nadu. The cab reached promptly at 5:00 am and we covered the Mogappair to Airport drive in about 30 min. Meanwhile, Chakri (my office colleague) and his wife who were to join us for this trip, had already arrived at the airport. Being a 3-day weekend, there was a rush at all the airport counters. Baggage check-in and security check itself took an hour. I was late enough for the Jetlite counters to announce my name, but then finally made it on time. It was an exciting journey so far for my sister, aunt and Chakri's wife, this was after-all going to be their first air-borne journey, not for Chakri and me though. Little did we know that what lay ahead was much more than a flight travel, just a tad less than a nightmare.

It was a 10 min, 1 km ride on the airport bus service to 9W 2735 Jetlite, big enough to carry 65 passengers. I always prefer travelling on the smaller CRJ-200 plane rather than the larger Boeing-737s or Airbus-330s. The small planes are perfect value for money as the pilots do not manouver them high up, giving us a glimpse of the landscape all the way till we land.

As I sat on my seat, there was a jittery feeling in me. It was weirdly strong, and I haven't felt this way in quite sometime. Telling this to the stranger sitting next to me would have been the last thing to do now. Everything was fine as the plane took off. About 10 minutes into the flight, I realised the plane was flying South of Chennai, whereas Coimbatore was on the West of Chennai. The morning sun to my left confirmed that my sense of direction was intact. I was waiting for the big right scoop the pilot would take, which eventually he did not take, and we were already into 30 minutes of our 60 minute journey.

It was now that the air-hostess and the flight steward took back the tray serving water and coffee to the passengers. We all began sensing something was not right. Right at this moment, the gentleman next to me asked me to notice that the left blades of the plane was not rotating, and to my surprise, it was indeed NOT rotating. Seeing it stationary was the last thing I want to see 8000 ft up in the sky. I could see my worst fear almost comingtrue. Me and my sister gave a nervous smile to each other, atleast it was nervous at my end. The pilot now announced the failure of the left engine and that we would be heading back to Chennai airport due to this technical snag. He assured that the plane was safe to travel with just one working engine, I was not so confident though.

The plane now took a big U-Turn and was heading north towards Chennai. There were panic hushes in the plane, the hostess and the steward did a good job of keeping the fake smile on, and confirmed this was not normal at the Jetlite service. It was a little relief when the plane flew across the Bay of Bengal, atleast now there's a possibility of landing on water. The pilot took us on a rollercoaster ride as he glided and swayed the plane all over the Bay of Bengal. At one point, the water felt real close, but we must have been atleast a couple of thousand feet in the air. Finally the runway was in our vicinity, I noticed the stranger next to me was chanting some mantras with his eyes closed. It was heavy on him mentally after his last night's flight at Malaysia had a problem with it's landing gear and the plane was forced to glide for an hour on the night sky, now it was Jetlite tormenting him. As the plane hit the ground with a thud, it was a thud of relieval and heavy breathing all over. Just as the plane came to a halt, we heard a voice arguing with the hostess asking her to let him leave the plane, the hostess politely quoting the rules and requested him to remain seated until further instructions. It was none other than the Home Minister P.Chidambaram, we all were surprised that the Home Minister himself was travelling in Jetlite. It was part of the Congress government's recent austerity drive to curb minister spending. Jetlite developing a technical snag with Home Minister onboard was indeed a perfect recipe for the hungry newsmen outside. (Check this article: http://www.mynews.in/News/Flight_with_Chidambaram_on_board_got_mid_air_technical_snag__N27075.html)
Jetlite management was quick to arrange an alternative flight by 10:00 am. This time, me and the guy in the next seat swapped places to negate the ill-luck. Surprisingly enough, this time there was no hint of the jittery feeling or anything of that sort in me. The flight glided through the clear Chennai skies deeper into Tamil-Nadu and as it reached Coimbatore it pierced through the rain clouds. It was the first time I was flying in rain. As we landed in Coimbatore, the air smelled of fresh rains. More than the rains, I was drenched with the thought of finally making it to Coimbatore after the harrowing experience not so long ago. My three day vacation had finally commenced.

If there was one thing I recollect saying to myself while the one-engined plane was gliding its way to Chennai, it was "Not this way, my end can't be this near!" And if there was one thing I learnt out of this trip, it's the fact that planes can fly with one engine too, and there's absolutely no reason to panic. Ignorance is NOT bliss when you're inside that plane a few thousand feet up in the air !